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I can not take this more now.
I want to put an end to this pain, this anguish and regret.
I wish that things were easier, but then you would not appreciate the small things in life.
But I feel like an angel who has been curtailed, hopeless.
I've always been hopeless, an emotional storm that has no end.
As a hurricane is spinning, spinning me into my thoughts and concerns about everything in there.

Imagine if you could be a soap bubble, so vulnerable but still incredibly beautiful.
Not to have any worries and just drift away, until that moment to disappear.

As I write this, the sun is shining, so beautiful in this winter wonderland.
One day I want to shine like the sun.
I want to give a smile and mean it.

Many people say I think and worry too much. It is true, I know it.
But this is me, I can not help it. Accept it or not. I'm emotional.
I'm not going to force you to listen if you really do not care.

The only person I can talk about anything with, living far away from me and I miss her more than anything on earth.
Call to be face to face and not over a phone call. It is not the same thing.

I hate to be a graffiti wall, just stand there and watch other people's mess when I can not scribble myself.
Feels like I'm just there to be there, but not to be heard.

The snow is falling just as often, as my tears rolling down my cheeks ...
I'm trying to wipe them away, but they are getting more and more.
I just wanna go home..